I still haven't forgiven her. But I live with her. So..,

I don't know WHAT to do.

I ask for help, I don't get it.

This is some mess. Oh wait, I haven't told you what happened.


Anywho, so...
My little bro was aggravating me. Ok.
Mom ALWAYS said, "If ANYONE was to hit you, hit them BACK."
Ok.

He hits me with his shows, I hit him back with the shoes (not hard, of course...don't call CPS on me lol.)
He does it again.
I do it again.
OK, the THIRD time.
He does it. I do it.

MY MOM comes and attacks me! Rewind prior to this incident....

My mom and I were already at odds with each other for a bit. I was staying w/ my grandma and cousins (I feel like a slave in that household..MAN.)

Anywho, we got into a physical altercation. It was bad.
But we have been in one before.

But still, it was bad.

So for I don't know HOW long, I was on my Grandma's plantation (I mean, at her HOUSE lol)...Until...

My mom wanted me back home. Now, she said some really hurtful things. I just told her how I felt in anger...but...

I still haven't forgiven her. I don't know if I ever will.

I'm back home, in the same situation I was before when I left.

Nothing has changed.

I don't know what to do.

-A.P.