Business, business...

It's not working out for me.
Could this be Karma?

I am trying to get business.
I want it sooo bad.

Volunteering is getting too stressful.
NOT GOOD.

So, let me jumpstart my business.
No? Not yet. Why? Why such a long wait?

I have been waiting on craigslist for about an hour now.
Just one call.
ONE call.

No call.
I'm getting angry.
I've been angry.

Stay calm.
"Woosah........."

Random Thoughts @ 4:something AM!!

I am very tired.
I want to go to sleep.

I am soooo tired of being ALONE.

I've been feeling really emotional lately, more than ever.
I want new books to help me cope.

I want no more animals.
No, i'm kidding about the animals. I love my cats.

I need more artists for my Zune.
Tired of listening to the same old sh!t.

I'm starting to become obsessed with the DeBarge family.
Just a little bit.
Their music....AHHH.

Where are all my family members?
I only know, like, 12 of them?
That's weird.

Where are all my friends?
Oh yeah, i don't have many.
LOL.
No, serious.

I try to laugh than cry.
I try to smile than frown.

I don't want wrinkles.
Black don't crack.
Don't be offended.

Made my first pie on Thanxgiving!
REALLY good.
I was selfish.
Wish I had it now, though.
LOL.

Ok.
That's enough.

Need to blog more.
I keep saying that, but I don't do it.
It's going to become a goal.

Ok.
Bye.

-A.P.