Feelings of a black teenage girl

Wow, I feel like I'd abandon this blog. It's been forever since I even ENTERED my Google account. But, alot has been happening. Too ...

It's not working out for me. Could this be Karma? I am trying to get business. I want it sooo bad. Volunteering is getting too stressful...

I am very tired. I want to go to sleep. I am soooo tired of being ALONE. I've been feeling really emotional lately, more than ever. I wa...

I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. Man, was I in the clouds? How can I take care of myself...in a dysfunctional household? I can't...

Been a while. I know. Mom has been putting up with a lot of this man's shit. I don't see why that happens, letting his shit slide. I...

Okay. This weekend was okay. Half and half. Cousins came over...we had a good time. Rented The Haunting In Connecticut..alright movie. Drank...

It seems to me so. I have 4 cousins: all older. More "advanced". Bernie Mac words: "now I KNOW them, but I don't know the...